Fight Club

"Our Great War is a spiritual war; Our Great Depression is our lives."

- Brad Pitt; Fight Club

G is for girl

Hmmmm......
The Girl Code.
Possible project in the future?

Everything is okay

you know whenever people ask you how you are doing? and you always tell them the same thing. You are fine, you are okay, you're doing good. The most random people will ask you this question daily, store associates, dentists, doctors, telemarkerts. All people that you don't really know, and yet when you're friends or family ask you the same question you have the same answer. Everyone says that they are fine and they are doing well. But are they really? No doubt that there are people who really mean that life is going well for them but what about those times when you get into a nasty situation or fight and you're really upset about it and one of those randoms asks you how you are doing. What do you say? Same thing. And why? because it isnt their business nor their concern to know whats happened to you in your life. But what if life was different, what if we had no choice but to tell people EXACTLY how we feel when they ask us. What if it was something that we couldnt control and everyone would go about sharing their feelings and actually being honest about how they feel towards one another. Imagine, you find a guy attractive and he asks you how you are and you straight up tell him that you feel a connection with him. Or if you went to the doctors and your doctor asks you how you`ve been and you go into great detail about how upset you`ve been that your boyfriend dumped you for yoru best friend and your parents see you as a child with no freedom and your school work has been disasterious because all of this stress and etc.
Imagine a life where our emotions could never be hidden. I would assume that maybe people would stop asking each other how they are doing in fear that the answer they get is too personal. Or maybe we would all just know how everyone feels because everyone would have to be honest about it. Would that be so bad?

L.A Candy

Greattttt book . Just finished reading itt. If you havent already thenn you should definately look into reading this bookk. I really really liked it and its like the perfectttttt summer read. I believe there will be a second one outt which i will be looking forward to :)

Knowledge

It's funny, I can't do crosswords for the life of me. I alwaysss try and do them, I pick up the newspaper and everytime I say, i'm going to do this one, i can do it. and then I fail, but a week later i'll be back at it. I just can't know everything that this crossword wants me to know !
Except for the magazine ones, in People and Star. The ones all about celebrities and movies and pop culture. Those ones, I can bomb.
Its odd though, why do I know about the randomest and most unimportant things, when i ought to know more about what another word for pencil is......well i suppose there isnt much use in knowing the answer to either. So really, are crosswords just a word game with useless answers that no one really cares about and knows about?
I don't like these crosswords making me question my intelligence !

Lets make it happen

I wonder what the world would be like if Dinosaurs still existed today....

hmmmmmmmmmmm..........

yes these are kinds of things that i think about.

The way you make me feel

"People will forget what you said,
People who forget what you did,
but people will never forget how you made them feel"

-By a smart person
LOL i dont know who said that but its true. However, isn't it what that person says or does that can reflect how you feel. If someone said something rude to you like you are ugly, then it would make you feel sad and you will remember that sad feeling of emotion. If someone bought you a present then you would be happy. What if its the same person doing both of those things, there are mixed feelings, then what/ I suppose the answer is to teach you to do nice things and say nice things to people all the time because then they will have positive emotions about you. But we all know that life is not always that simple. I will never forget how happy someone makes me feel but i will also never forget how sad as well. Maybe the trick in this is to weigh it out and hope there are more positive feelings than negatives ones. Interesting quote, I'd like to learn more about this in the future.

Imagination

Remember when you were a child, and you didn't need toys or gadgets to keep you occupied for hours? Sure you had the latest toys because you wouldnt stop begging your parents to get them for you. But you didn't NEED them. All you really needed were a few simple household objects and your imagination. Your imagination took you farther than you ever thought you could, and back then you didnt think much of it, but i look back now and wonder, where did we ever come up with all that?
Maybe its true what they say, that children have a seventh sense, that they are gifted or that they can see things that adults cannot.
It was a time where a bed became a pirate ship, under the table became a cave, a few chairs and blankets became a house and you could spend hours and hours creating your own story line, being the characters in your own adventure. Whatever you wanted, you were in control. and I loved it.
Why can't we do it anymore, whats so weird about wanting to play a game when your in control from your very own imagination? When you're a child, its cute. When you're an adult its just plain crazy. Maybe the adults that are still imagining their own adventures and using their imaginations are not the crazy ones, maybe we are for losing sight of the wonderful imagination we once had.

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Theres a reason why i love this show so much.
It has everything that i've ever wanted, everything i've ever needed.
It reminds me that its out there and even if I can't find it, at least i can pretend.

Mozzletoff

I just want my freedom.
At almost 19 years old, I feel more impriosned and stuck than ever before.
Someone help my parents understand that I am not asking for a lot.
I just want my freedom to live my life. Is that so much to ask for?